I got asked why I was single today. The guy that asked me is a contractor for work. This amazing, God like Brazilian guy.
When he asked, he looked thoroughly confused by it all. My response was “I am fucked if I know”. But it did get me thinking. I am single because I am waiting for someone really special. I am single because I scare people. I am single because I always expect more. Also. I am fucking cray cray! 😛
Why should I settle for an emotionally stunted twat when I can spend all my time alone? I know which one sounds better to me.
Anyway the PC is at Glastonbury. I have had one message in three days and I kinda miss him. But we have a hotel booked for when he comes back. REALLY LOUD SEX will be had. And lots of it. Then I have to move house.
It is my going away party tomorrow. I am both looking forward to it and dreading it. What if no one turns up? What if people don’t have fun. Then I am just like “well fuck it”. I feel like this might be my new slogan.